Turning our back on Jesus

"Reclining at table with his disciples, Jesus was deeply troubled and testified, "Amen, amen, I say to you, one of you will betray me."

The disciples looked at one another, at a loss as to whom he meant.

This image of Jesus, deeply troubled, as he reclines at the table with his disciples is not how I typically imagine Jesus. Stepping into this passage, I see Jesus thinking through what is about to happen. Jesus must have experienced conflicting emotions—sorrow for what is to come and resolve to fulfill his divine purpose. Jesus, sharing a meal with his disciples, reveals his distress at the impending betrayal. This period of vulnerability before he is betrayed and then crucified reminds us of both his humanity and divinity in these conflicting emotions.

When I read these first two lines of today's gospel, my first thought was, "How can Jesus' friends betray him like this?" The disciples' reaction underscores the confusion and disbelief that such a betrayal could occur within their ranks. It reflects the universal struggle to comprehend acts of betrayal and deception, especially by someone considered a friend or ally. Despite being chosen by Jesus and sharing intimate moments with him, the disciples still grapple with their human frailties, including the potential for betrayal. This passage offers us insight into human nature and loyalty. We expect fidelity and are often surprised by human nature, but how often do we turn our back on Jesus for our self-interest?

Jesus neither condemns nor prevents Judas from carrying out his betrayal. Jesus dies having been betrayed by friends, strangers, and government officials. He simply forgives and continues to love unconditionally. Jesus' actions highlight the importance of forgiveness and reconciliation, even in the face of betrayal. Rather than responding with anger or retribution, Jesus extends grace and compassion, setting a powerful example for his followers. After stepping into gospel passages and imagining the scene, I like to step back into our world and imagine our world if we followed Jesus' example. Personal experiences with reconciliation and forgiveness shape our understanding of grace and mercy and remind us of the importance of empathizing with those who hold different perspectives or experiences, recognizing the humanity and dignity of all individuals regardless of their background or beliefs. We are tasked with creating a world where forgiveness, reconciliation, and love are prioritized over conflict and division.

Author: Molly O'Sullivan, Administration